>>25400
I've been writing them down the last week, it's always fairly different but some themes stay the same. A frequent dream argument is with my ex best friend, years worth of grudges looping, that's been a day + night issue for ages now, even though i've cut contact with her irl it still continues plaguing my mind. I'll never be able to "win" those arguments.
I dreamt about conflict with my tattoo artist, i made them a woolen hat by mistake when they are vegan, and this caused them to be uncharacteristically awful to me (they are the sweetest person ever irl). i don't think it was resolved in the dream, this is a real life worry so it'll be resolved in the real world soon.
things like my age or what i see are a bit unknown to me, i'm very tunnel visioned both irl and in dreams, i can basically only know/see what's directly in front of me, like the person i'm arguing with and a vague idea of my surroundings.
In one of my Vacation dreams I kept seeing spiders throughout the entire thing, each spider getting progressively bigger.
In these dreams we often travel via airplane, but the thing is.....in almost all of them, i sleep through the entire vacation, I 'woke up' to my dream mom telling me it was time to pack up and leave the resort. She seemed mad at me and made me go re-park the car (I don't drive) but i couldn't find it at all, the resort was like a labrynth, a beautiful white marble palace i could never find my way through.
There's also been police in my dreams lately, the one I had last night involved a shootout with police, and then they forced us all to sit on a staircase while they modified our computer systems (< this one was actually abt this bus stop, all of us together but it was a real place to hang out). Another dream had me hiding a body and biking through an endless fog to escape detection from police.
The conflict ones represent my real worries and grudges I think. I don't know what the spiders or police mean, or why i'm always on vacation, though at the end of vacation i always return to my retail job instead of going home.